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musings of a madman
who, not what, am I
Created on 2005-06-30 08:25:58 (#7591197), last updated 2005-11-16
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| Name: | insidelexis |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 02-03 |
| Location: | Leesburg, Virginia, United States |
It wasn't so long ago that I had perfection in my grasp. Some comfortable moments of laughter and satisfaction. I am just a complicated man. A confused one. I have too much to say and not enough time to say it in. I suppose that is what happens, right.
I am older than my skin, and I am too tragic for my own good. I am the hamlet of my own denmark.
I am married. I have a child on the way. I am living a businessman lifestyle of bourbon and late nights out of town.
I ask for no forgiveness, and I offer no more apologies. I look for no degredation. I search for no tumult in my life. I exist.
Created out of emotion, burning. There was once the perfect woman, a muse, a lover, a dancer of the mind. She crushed me one day. A misunderstanding and it wasn't even her fault. It was mine. It always is. She took all the words. Erased them.
And, I start anew. I begin again. I try to overcome.
Welocome. Stay a while. Read. Enjoy.
These are words of passion. Inside words. The ones that speak of love, and sex, and surrender. The stories of my past, and of my present and of my future. The ones that speak about sensuality and touch, and the love I had but could not hold on to.
The feelings. The person. The everything.
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I do have multiple filters set up. Some more risque than others. If you would like to read all of me, including these portions, please let me know. Obviously... age restrictions and intelligent, drama free attitudes prevail.
I am older than my skin, and I am too tragic for my own good. I am the hamlet of my own denmark.
I am married. I have a child on the way. I am living a businessman lifestyle of bourbon and late nights out of town.
I ask for no forgiveness, and I offer no more apologies. I look for no degredation. I search for no tumult in my life. I exist.
Created out of emotion, burning. There was once the perfect woman, a muse, a lover, a dancer of the mind. She crushed me one day. A misunderstanding and it wasn't even her fault. It was mine. It always is. She took all the words. Erased them.
And, I start anew. I begin again. I try to overcome.
Welocome. Stay a while. Read. Enjoy.
These are words of passion. Inside words. The ones that speak of love, and sex, and surrender. The stories of my past, and of my present and of my future. The ones that speak about sensuality and touch, and the love I had but could not hold on to.
The feelings. The person. The everything.
----
I do have multiple filters set up. Some more risque than others. If you would like to read all of me, including these portions, please let me know. Obviously... age restrictions and intelligent, drama free attitudes prevail.
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anaiis nin, audrey hepburn, beer, boston, boston red sox, bourbon, bukowski, cats, cigars, coffee, conversation, cooking, drinking, eating, emotions, erotica, excess, fine wine, hiking, illuminati!, intelligence, kissing, kittens, math, maxim, mischief, new england patriots, nudity, philosophy, poetry, principia discordia, rain, reading, robert anton wilson, romance, sex, sleeping, smiling, tenderness, thinking, touching, trouble, writing
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